Are We The Twin

I should first apologize for not writing anything for awhile. Needless to say, things got busy. This post is the transcript of a sermon I preached this last week at Belle View Baptist Church in Alexandria, VA. It was a good morning, and I think a pretty good sermon. I had hoped to have audio for it, but my recorder crashed five minutes into the sermon. So, all you get is the text. I pray you all have a good week, and look forward to getting back in the swing of things.

“Are We The Twin?”

John 20:19-31

Faith and doubt. Did you know that the majority of people will strongly believe something negative about a public figure without much evidence, yet continually doubt positive affirmations regardless of the support? Faith and doubt. We have total faith that people are as bad as we always believed they were anyway, but constantly doubt whether something good is real. Faith and doubt. We just “know” that our pursuits and endeavors will come to fiery end, but doubt that we make a real difference in the world around us. Faith and doubt. Obviously, most Americans see the world as a place for caution where we should always question, because we fear the world turning upside down on us. Yet, things that work exactly as planned leave that anxious feeling in our stomach as if the other shoe is about to drop. Faith and doubt. 

It sounds exhausting, to say the least. Yet, it happens so quickly and with such regularity that it can be difficult to see the world in any other way. We have developed habits that are the closest thing to automatic responses outside of the urge to take a breath. Doubting what we see has grown into a natural part of our lives. It takes effort to to have faith in something. It’s why Christian culture, at least that which I grew up in, mocked doubters as lazy, painted skeptics as intellectually dishonest, and agnostics as those unwilling to make commitments.

Faith and doubt. The Church struggles to talk about faith and doubt together. We idealize faith, and the Scriptures give us a “Hall of Fame” of faith’s greatest models. We command people to have faith, we debate the essence of faith, and we struggle to express or “live in” to our faith. We spend so much time talking about faith that we rarely, if ever, confront or express real doubt. I don’t know what it was like in this church, but as a child and teenager, we never stopped talking about or trying to enhance the strength of our faith. It was part of every class, or Bible study.

Faith and doubt. When doubt did become a topic, it was addressed with equal parts fear and loathing. I remember a pastor talking about doubt as “the principal weapon of the the enemy” when preaching about how the thief comes in the night. Doubt would sneak up on us when we least expected it. As a youth, we were told that doubt first manifested itself in the lives of those who were complacent in their faith. It came in the good times, those times when you didn’t pray as much because you didn’t feel there was anything wrong to worry about. And because you had allowed doubt to creep in, we were told that is why the bad times happened in the first place. Looking back, doubt was a convenient way to blame the victim for struggles of life. Doubt is always the opposite of faith. It was the Lex Luthor to the Superman that is faith. It is the darkness to the light.

Doubt became this boogey man that was always waiting to pick you off if you strayed from the narrow path of faith that had been laid out by those who taught us. It was the justification for why people did not express or speak of their faith exactly the same way we did. Those with different theology were just people unfortunate enough to fall to the trap of doubt. It took me years to figure out what was going on. I had spoken the same words and affirmed the same principles. Only after I experienced real tragedy and began to ask questions did it dawn on me. Doubt was how we kept things in order. As I struggled through my own experience of how the world was not quite as fair as I had believed, I was being told to “let go of my doubt and have faith.” It happened one day when I was pastoring an international church overseas. 

Faith. My wife and I had been married for just a few months and taken this position as co-pastors of an English-language church in Bali. Before we left, we knew we would be there for only a few months. The church did not have the financial ability to support ministers for long tenures, and it wasn’t connected to any specific denomination or missions organization. But we thought it would be an adventure. We didn’t have kids, very little debt, and so we threw caution to the wind and moved halfway around the world. Now, we weren’t totally without reason. When we returned, she was going to start seminary, and I was sending out resumes all over trying to find a place to serve. While we were living this part of our adventure, we were going to prepare for the next part. We dug into our ministry with deep faith and fell in love with the most diverse group of people you will ever meet. On any given Sunday there were half a dozen nationalities and languages meeting in our small church, and all of them had made a conscious choice to worship in English. It was a beautiful, creative time where I truly felt we were living in the present what the Kingdom of God would look like in the future. 

Doubt. There is a day in the Revised Common Lectionary that comes during Eastertide, every year. At the end of the Gospel reading in John 14, Jesus tells the Disciples, “do not be afraid.” As our time overseas had marched toward its predetermined conclusion, I was not getting anywhere in terms of finding a place to serve when we returned. We were going to be homeless, without income, and left to the generosity of our families. While that is a steadfast bedrock for both of us, it was not how we had pictured our adventure, nor was it the hope on which I had staked my call. I knew, and still know today, that I was called to be a servant in God’s Church, yet I was not seeing where we were to go next. We were both doing everything we could to keep the stress to ourselves. That week, as I prepared for the sermon, the only think I knew to do was to lay out my own fear and doubt. I wanted to start a conversation among the church about how difficult it can be to follow the command of Jesus, and not be afraid. That day at the pulpit, I struggled and for sure, it was not one of my best delivered sermons. 

As the service ended and we had the time of response, I sat at this small table we had set up to the side of the worship area. It was meant to signify that this time of invitation was an opportunity to start a conversation. A member of the church from South Africa, a man of deep devotion…which means we argued a lot about how best to articulate faith and doctrine, came to sit at the table. He put his hand on my shoulder, trying to comfort and give me support. He looked directly into my face and he told me, “You need to have more faith.” Something in me broke at that moment. I was almost completely overwhelmed with a flood of emotion that I was not prepared to sift through. I was angry and offended. I had been struggling with these feelings of inadequacy and doubt for months, knowing that I still had faith that my calling was to ministry, but not seeing the path of where to go next. Later, he and I would talk about that moment, and I was able to truly express my frustrations and anxieties to him in a way that was able to communicate that there was deep faith still in my heart. Then, he was able to tell me of his own struggles of doubt that he had also been hiding.

We learned, together, in that moment, something that Christian mystics had been talking about for centuries. Faith and doubt are not opposites. They are compliments. 

Faith and doubt. These two parts of our lives co-exist in all of us. They happen all the time when we make decisions. Is this the best investment for my future? Is this the best time to change my practice of living? We know on the one hand that we are being given a great opportunity, but we also doubt whether this opportunity is really for us. 

One of the things I have always lamented about the Gospel text for today is that some Bibles put in the title “Doubting Thomas” before this story. In truth, I don’t really like titles in my Bible anyway. Editors added them in recent decades, and I question not only their veracity as ways to understand the text, but how they break up the thoughts and message. However, that is something best discussed in a long Bible study. For today, let’s just focus on Thomas. This story is one that we know pretty well, or at least we have heard it read in church often enough that it’s familiar to us. That can be one of the problems with Bible passages like this as well. We feel familiar with the text enough that we don’t really read it that often.

This text is more dramatic than I tend to give it credit. It is set on Easter Sunday. Already, the community that had followed Jesus were busy. Mary Magdalene, Simon Peter, and the Beloved Disciple had already gone to the tomb. Mary had an encounter with someone she thought was a gardner, but was in fact the risen Jesus. She had already told the other disciples of her experience, in essence being the first person to share the Gospel of the risen Christ. All of this happens just before we pick up in verse 19. 

Faith and doubt. The Disciples, sans Thomas, are gathered in a locked room, presumably hiding for fear of their being implicated with Jesus and crucified when the Christ appears and shows them his hands and side. Then Thomas shows up afterwards, and asks for the exact same thing they other disciples had already experienced. However, he is the one who is labeled as doubting. There are so many things in this small passage to talk about. In John’s Gospel, this is the arrival of the Holy Spirit, this is the Great Commission, and this is the place where doubt and faith meet. John’s Gospel has been telling us all the way through that the Disciples don’t get it. They don’t get it when it comes to the place of children in the Kindom of God. They don’t get it when it comes to the need for miracles. They don’t get it when it comes to Jesus’ rejection of violence and surrender to crucifixion, and they don’t get it when it comes to the resurrection.

Faith and doubt. Thomas appears two other times in John’s Gospel as a character where his words are recorded. Once he is shown as courageous, offering to go and die with Jesus, and another time he is shown as theologically astute, asking good questions about how to follow Jesus when he is speaking cryptically of where he is going. In a way, I guess it goes to show that one, seemingly negative incident can brand you for life. The text doesn’t even tell us if Thomas put his hand in the wounds that Jesus offered, but there is a painting that depicts it, and so for many that is the image in our imagination. The people of the Gospel text watched everything they hoped for, but didn’t fully understand, come to ruin in the most painful and gruesome way they could have imagined. 

Then, 2000 years later, this group of know-it-alls come along and brand Thomas a “doubter.” We start with his doubt of the other’s witness that Jesus has risen. From there, the entire story is colored by Thomas’ doubt. Jesus offers words of blessing for those “who have not seen, and yet believe.” It should be an assurance for those who read the text that they are a blessed people because they believe without seeing, yet instead, it is seen as condemnation of those, like Thomas, who want to see. We turn this text of the miracle of the risen Christ into a zero-sum game about what it means to have faith. Ultimately, we label Thomas a “zero” because he saw, and believed. However, that’s not what the text tells us. Jesus asks him if it required sight for him to believe, and then proclaimed those who believe without seeing as “blessed.”

Faith and doubt. What does it matter if we pack these preconceptions about Thomas in this passage? Thomas still doubted before he had faith. I believe it helps us understand what we mean when we say we have faith. If anything, this passage teaches us what faith really is because Thomas and the Disciples had it at the end of this passage, and they were looking right at the risen Christ, yet we also have it, and we have never seen Jesus in the flesh. At least, I haven’t. Maybe you have. Regardless, the true measure of faith is not the ability to believe in something you can’t see. Faith is not like believing in the Invisible Woman from the Fantastic Four. Something that is there, but you just can’t see. 

Faith is so much more. The Quaker theologian, D. Elton Trueblood, said, “faith is not belief without proof, but trust without reservation.” No one would disagree that at the end of this chapter, everyone involved has faith that God has raised Jesus to conquer death. Yet, they were given visual proof of his resurrection. Even Paul will see Jesus on the Damascus road, which will lead him to faith. Faith is so much stronger than something that just starts the life of one devoted to God. Faith is less about someone’s need to close their eyes, and more about how we stand on the promises. 

Faith and doubt. There’s one part of this we story from John we haven’t talked about yet. When Thomas is introduced, we are told that he also called “the Twin,” but we aren’t told why. This is the second time in John’s Gospel that the reader is told that Thomas is “the Twin,” but we are never told with whom he is a twin. Are they identical or fraternal? Why is it important for the reader to know that Thomas is a twin? Are they playing tricks on the Disciples by switching places with each other from time to time? 

What if “twin” has a bigger meaning? Maybe, we are the twin. I told you one of my stories of doubt. I’m fairly certain, that though I don’t know any of you, you could also share stories of doubt. Life is just too hard sometimes for there to never be doubt. I’ve heard doubt in the hospital rooms where I served as a chaplain, in the pews of the churches I’ve served as a pastor, on the streets where I’ve been a citizen, and in the quiet when my own voice of doubt starts to push against the silence. There’s more doubt now than I can ever remember. And in all that doubt we find Thomas’ twin, begging to see the risen Jesus. 

It’s in the voice of those who are saying, “that group over there, they are taking away our stuff.” It’s in the violence that breaks out because we think we have to fight to hold onto this illusion that our lives are fine, or that we already possess some “dream”. It’s in the voice of the preacher who realizes their church is getting smaller, getting older, and that the things they imagined ministry was going to be like…are not happening, and so they lash out at those people or this generation. It’s in the voice of the millennial who has become disillusioned because the church they grew up in is not big enough for their questions, or thinks they are too lazy and entitled to be important.  Those are the voices saying, “Unless I can touch…I will not believe.”

Doubt. It’s been three years since I served, with my wife, that church in Bali. In those three years, I’ve moved across the country, but have never served in God’s Church which I know I’m called to. And there were days when my doubt threatened to swallow me whole. I wanted so badly to touch and know that God was close. I am Thomas’ twin. I’ve heard my friends, my wife, remind me that I am called, but I did not believe. They all testified to what they had witnessed, and yet, I still doubted. If we are to call him “Doubting Thomas” then I am “Doubting Will.”

Faith. But I am also one of the ones that Jesus has called “blessed.” Because I have not seen, and yet I believe. It may not be the grand image of the prophet who pronounces, “Thus saith the Lord,” but I am here. I am here because I have faith in the promise of the Risen Christ. The one that breathed and said, “receive the Holy Spirit.” The one that said, “I have said this to you, so that in me you may have peace…take courage; I have conquered the world.” It’s my trust without reservation. It’s the only way I know. I was told, and I put my trust in the telling. It can be difficult to imagine that faith and doubt can reside so close together. We imagine that the contrast between one place and the other is stark. That the line is bold on the pavement and so easy to see. 

Faith and doubt. I remember a story I read once when preparing to teach spiritual formation at a church I was serving. It was from the mid 1990’s and the Orthodox church that had existed in the former Soviet Bloc countries was coming out of hiding. An American journalist has been sent to interview one of their Patriarchs, or leaders. It was an in-depth interview of how this man had maintained his faith while hiding from governments that wanted to harm him. At some point in the interview, the journalist asked the Patriarch to describe his prayer life. Obligingly, the man told the journalist a prayer he had said often, and the journalist was a little surprised. I can’t remember what the prayer was exactly, but it had been very simple. Much too simple for such a person of deep faith, or so the journalist thought.

The Patriarch looked at him patiently and said, “We need not over-complicate it. Prayer is just talking to God.” Then, the Patriarch said something that really energized me. “Often, we imagine that the acts we do for God are complicated. And so, we get caught up in trying to figure out ‘how’ we are to do something. The difficult part, though is not in the ‘how,’ but in the ‘doing.’”

Faith and doubt. I often imagined that one was so different from the other. They were talked about as if it were like crossing a river and burning the bridge behind you. Now, it seems that the hard part is not in “how” I believe, but in the believing. “I” am the twin. I’m the one who has cried out to touch the hands and the side. I’m the one who didn’t believe the testimony of those who love me. But I’m also blessed. Because I, like you, am one who has not seen, and yet has believed. Amen

David Cameron “defies Obama,” or We Don’t Really Understand the term “Christian Nation.”

Today, one of my friends shared a post on Facebook. It had a video of UK Prime Minister David Cameron’s Easter message. The video was a brief statement from the Prime Minister to the people praising the work of Christians in the UK as they work to sort out the issues facing their country. It is very well crafted, delivered and communicates a strong message of Jesus’ message to those who are “the least of these.” I liked the message it sent of how welcoming Christianity is to those represent a different, or no, faith. The Prime Minister then goes on to speak directly about the shocking reality that we live in a world where Christians in some places are physically threatened for their faith, even losing their lives.

However, the thing that stuck out to me most is that the person who started the post put a header on it that read, “BREAKING: UK’s Prime Minister Defies Obama: Makes Huge Statement About Christianity.” As someone who likes to think they stay well informed, I don’t understand this heading. Members of the UK’s government make statements around Christian holidays every year, such as the Queen’s yearly Christmas message. Prime Minister Cameron gave almost the exact same message the year before. The really creepy part is he seems to wearing the exact same suit as well. If you look on YouTube, Mr. Cameron has even made short videos at Ramadan, Diwali, and Vaisakhi, as well. 

In the Easter message, itself, the Prime Minister neither addresses the U.S., nor does he mention President Obama. Instead, the address is targeted directly at the people of the UK. I personally believe one thing that does perk the ears of viewers, however, is that Mr. Cameron does call the UK, “A Christian Nation.” I’m sure for some that seems like the brave to do, and the one thing that could be seen as slamming President Obama. But I believe if you were to ask Prime Minister Cameron, he would say that there is nothing in the address that has anything to do with President Obama, or the United States.

You see, there is a great difference between the UK and the US. When the Prime Minister calls his country, a Christian nation, he is correct. The Church of England (or Anglican Church) is a national church. It’s Archbishop of Canterbury is a member of the House of Lords in the parliament (along with 25 other bishops and archbishops), and the monarch is seen as the ceremonial head of the entire church. While the Anglican Church receives no direct monetary support from public taxes, it’s canon law places it beneath the authority of the Monarch who is “…the highest power under God in this kingdom…” 

In the United States, however, we have a secular political mechanism. One that does not acknowledge a state religion of any kind. The First Amendment to the United States Constitution prohibits any law that would establish such a church, or for the law to make the practice of faith illegal. As a Baptist, I know of the historical struggle my faith tradition has had with state churches. The first Baptists in England were imprisoned, some of them dying there, by the Church of England during the 17th century. In the American Colonies, before the Revolution, Baptists were run out of the Massachusetts Colony by the Puritans because they did not adhere to the official religion of that colony. Our country has a different relationship to Christianity than the UK. 

It is because of that checkered history of faith-sponsored violence that I am uncomfortable with the term “Christian Nation” being ascribed to the US. As we look around today at a political system where a racist, fascist, mysoginistc, demagogue draws huge support from a group who would like to proudly trumpet their Christian faith, I would like to make it known that I don’t want a “Christian Nation” here. Not if it is going to look like that. 

The Pope, Donald Trump, and Trying to Understand Religious Liberty

Yesterday, Donald Trump got into a rhetorical battle with the Pope after the Pontiff said that a person who builds walls not bridges is not Christian. In his response, the Donald said that as President, he would, “not allow Christianity to be consistently attacked and weakened, unlike what is happening now, with our current President.” While the coverage of the exchange has been focused on whether or not Trump is a Christian, or the Pope should have picked a fight with such a bully, religious liberty seems to have become a topic unimportant to public discourse.

Over the past few years, it seems we have heard that term so much that it has become part of the cultural white noise that we no longer really hear. When the Supreme Court made the Obergefell ruling, religious liberty was the buzzword that surrounded all the coverage of Kim Davis in Kentucky. In the weeks that followed, people, mostly men, were bemoaning the death of religious liberty at the hands of those would support or participate in marriage equality. For some, the arguments aren’t that new. They sound very similar to those Jerry Falwell Sr. said during the 1980s while the Supreme Court was deciding the issue of prayer in school. 

Throughout the history of American Christianity, and Protestant Christianity in general, religious liberty has been something of a driving force. As a Baptist-flavored Christian, my own inherited faith is rife with discussions of religious liberty, but that term is loaded with meaning. When the topic crops up of how America’s founding colonists came to this continent looking for religious liberty, I will quip that many of those religious people were looking for a liberty for themselves, and not for others. Though intended as a joke, it is a little harsh, I know. However, there is some truth to it. Roger Williams, one of the founders of the first Baptist churches in America, was run out of the Massachusetts colony when he and group started meeting outside of the Puritan tradition. 

In their book, Baptists in America, Thomas Kidd and Barry Hankins spend a lot of time talking about the arguments over religious liberty in the life of Baptists. While it seems that the book was not intended to be a written discussion of religious liberty, the defining moments the authors chose as the developmental narrative of their book all required discussions of how the topic of government and religion created opposing views. Both of these opponents were claiming to be supporting and defending the idea of religious liberty. While reading this book for a Sunday School class, discussions often went to discussing how one side or another was not really standing up for religious liberty. Typically, this was the side we disagreed with.

After two-thirds of the book, the authors went on to explain that there were two competing views of religious liberty. One was an “accommodationist” view and the other a “separatist” view. The best way I can describe this is that the accommodationist wants legislation to take into account the ground religion has already established and make sure that ground does not shrink. The separatist wants legislation to defend social ground as a whole, wherein faith can then speak to its own position within the social order. In my mind, I think of it like a playground. The former gets to establish the playground that government then has to mow and take care of while the latter wants government to create and maintain a big playground that religion then plays on. 

There, clear as mud.

Those positions haven’t really changed. In the second paragraph, I was talking about Kim Davis and the aftermath of the Obergefell ruling. Today, Ted Cruz referenced that ruling as the reason he is receiving support from Christians. He calls the current atmosphere of the court around marriage equality an attack against religious freedom. (hyperlink) His argument is that the Court’s decision is eroding the Judeo-Christian ethic that is the foundation of our country. It’s not much of a secret that Ted Cruz, and his father, have pretty radical views of faith and how they intertwine with the future of America. His new endorsement from Glenn Beck is probably the best example. In the senator’s opinion, notably is it the role of government to accommodate Christianity first when making legislation, America is itself a Christian nation. 

The separatist view, which is my personal view for full disclosure, would say that as long as the government is not telling me I have to have a certain kind of marriage, I’m OK with the ruling. My heterosexual marriage is doing just fine, and when I practice my faith, I am doing the same things I was doing before. Technically, both views are defending religious liberty. 

The question is, whose religious liberty are you protecting?

Image: courtesy of Breitbart.com

How We Might Respond To Death By How We Respond To Scalia

As reported across the news media, Associate Justice of the US Supreme Court Antonin Scalia died Saturday of a heart attack. According to NPR Justice Scalia was found in a luxury ranch in west Texas. Before the day was over, political opponents and proponents were already jockeying for political position both pushing for a swift nomination and asking for the entire process to stop until after the election. As the weekend wore on, a conspiracy theory even developed that the late Justice Scalia was murdered, since there was no autopsy, as part of a plot to give President Obama a third term. 

As the week began, one article came to my mind that I want to talk about. In South Carolina, Glenn Beck, the conservative pundit, is campaigning for Texas Senator Ted Cruz. During a campaign speech, Beck declared that God killed Justice Scalia to ensure a Ted Cruz victory in the primary and general election. He went on to say that it was his personal observation that has now woken up the American electorate to the fact that this is an evil time where we need to right person to nominate our justices. He has been seeing himself as a prophet of conservative correctness for a few years now, but it is the need Beck feels to put a reason to the death of Justice Scalia that bothers me.

Now, in truth, I had some deep moral and philosophical disagreements with Justice Scalia. Not that these were in the public sphere cause I’m not either a lawyer, or a public figure that anyone cares to know my opinion. However, as a Christian, I think we should talk about how these conversations surrounding the death of a person affect the larger conversation of death. As I’ve observed in my own congregation, we don’t like to talk about this very much. There are some who are upset about our church observing Lent and Ash Wednesday. These conversations are clothed in the language of Protestant vs. Catholic, but I think there may be something about looking at our own human mortality that bothers many. If not the main issue, it is definitely a contributing factor.

Back to Beck, what does it say about our understandings of Christianity that he can say “God killed Antonin Scalia,” just so another person could win an election? Brene Brown might say that Glenn Beck has to put events from our lives into a narrative, even if it is a complete fiction, so that he can understand what is happening. There are snarky things we could say, sure. I mean if it were God’s will that Justice Scalia die, then it must have been God’s will that President Obama was elected, twice. If everything is under the control of God, then we have the President that God wants us to have. But this doesn’t get us to the real part of the conversation. Though it is fun to take to theological battles, it doesn’t always help us to see the real life issues we are confronted with.

Is it OK for us to say that Justice Scalia just…died?

It wasn’t homicide, or Justicide, and Leonard Nimoy isn’t the head of an Illuminati plot to imbalance the Court so President Obama gets a third term. Antonin Scalia was a human being, meaning he was mortal. Just like us. And just like the experience that is waiting for all of us, he died.

During this time of Lent, we are called to look deep into our own mortality. That’s scary, especially when we come from a faith that has spent centuries talking about how we can escape death. For many, it may seem fatalistic to talk about death as something that happens to us all. I’m not trying to downplay the tragedy of it all. His family is mourning his loss; that kind of loss that comes when there is a chair empty at the dinner table, and a patriarch who will never tell his stories. His colleagues and co-workers are expressing their own mourning. They will never hear the jokes or share the joy of intellectual pursuits with him, ever again. For some, the sun shines a little less bright these days.

Though he was a unique individual, with experiences most of us will never share, this time of loss is not unique. This dark part of the year, where some of us are intentionally turning our eyes toward our own brokenness, this loss is a place where we can reflect on what it means to be creatures. Lent gives us a language to sit with those who mourn for we all share in the fragility of our perfect brokenness. We may need to make a reason, or see a pattern, but real answers are far from us. Mortality is what reminds us that we are small. It’s something we heard last week as we took the ashes.

Remember that from dust you have come, and to dust you shall return.

"Risen" and the Need to Make a "Christian" Buck

In college, my friends and I, who thought we were so cool and edgy, used to laugh at how there was this entire shadow economy wrapped around slapping “Christian” on things. I mean, we have Christian music, Christian novels, Christian art, Christian candy (you’ve not lived until you’ve tried a Testamint), and of course Christian t-shirts. It’s almost as if there is this narrative of how we need to keep our Christian money in Christian hands to make sure those nasty people like Taylor Swift and Tommy Hilfiger don’t get their idol-worshiping hands on it. 

Now, I know that a lot of my feelings about labeling products “Christian” has more to do with me than anything to do with the intent of those who are putting their work out on the market. It takes a lot of work and courage to put together something that represents the fruits of your creativity and then allow a monetary value to be attached to it. For many, I assume it is a struggle to not have your personal self worth connect to the sales numbers. However, American Christians of all backgrounds struggle with consumerism and materialism because it is such a deep part of our economy and culture. That struggle is on both sides of the marketplace, as well. It’s not just the end user who is battling the urge to consume, but the creator who has to meet the demands of those consumers. When life is stripped down to its most simple aspects. People have to make money to survive, which for some is making a product that can be sold.

This week, a new movie is to premiere that is based around a “Christian” theme. The movie, “Risen” will star Joseph Fiennes as Clavius, a Roman soldier charged with finding the body of the crucified Jesus of Nazareth. In the midst of his search, he will come into contact with many of the people from the Biblical narrative such as the Mary Magadelene, Disciples, and Pontius Pilate. There is actually a play I read in college that is similar to this focused around the experience of Cassius Longinus, the supposed centurion who pierced the side of Jesus with a spear. The movie is coming out during Lent, and I have seen that a lot of church groups are putting together nights where they rent out an entire theatre for a showing as an outreach event. 

I’ll say now that I have not screened this movie (I’m not a movie reviewer and so no one asked me…that’s obvious), and I don’t know if I will go see it. The marketing for this movie bothers me, though. A radio spot I heard, and have since seen the video on the internet, says that this is a Biblical account. Even the IMDB page describes this as the Biblical account of the resurrection as told through the eyes of this Roman soldier. The commercials I have seen depict images of a brutal and intense manhunt for the body of Jesus with text pages saying that its the story ripped from the pages of the Bible. 

However, there is no manhunt for Jesus' body in the Bible.

None of the four Gospels record this “Biblical” event. In Matthew, there are three verses that talk about the Temple leaders paying-off the soldiers who were guarding the tomb. Encouraging them to spread the rumor that the Disciples stole his body. Luke has the account of the Road to Emmaus, Mark has very little other than quickly acknowledging that the Disciples saw Jesus, and John has the story of Jesus meeting the Disciples at the Sea of Galilee while they were fishing. It seems a little strange, to say the least.

Now, if they told all of these stories from the perspective of a Roman just watching all of them happen from a distance…that would be interesting. What would it be like for a someone from a different culture to see these things happen? Especially since this person would not have been around for all of the healings and feedings. It would be interesting to hear an honest attempt at expressing the thoughts of such an outsider.

What bothers me about the movie, however, is that none of this is how the movie is being marketed. Trailers show scenes with Fiennes’ character being told to turn over every stone to find this dead Jew, and then scenes of him violently confronting Jews who may know something. But the word “Biblical” is being used, a lot.

What feelings is this supposed to create?

Does this feel a little disingenuous to anyone else?

I don’t know how to gauge the effectiveness of this movie as an outreach event, and I don’t know what to think of the actual movie, since I haven’t seen it. It bugs me, though, that the marketing of this movie seems to be focusing on using buzzwords to attract evangelical moviegoers. It’s almost as if the movie is more geared towards getting a market segment to come see and spend their money; not an attempt to put forth a genuine piece of confession. I feel manipulated and caricatured, even though I don’t see myself as an evangelical anymore.

More than that, I wonder if we should be more upset that there are those who will spend their money on this.

Do we actually know better?

Do we really care?

Discussions of Glory, or Jesus Doesn't Play Call of Duty

As I’ve written before, violence seems to be something we love, maybe more than God. A great tension in our Scriptures is that we have passages that seem to affirm violence, i.e. the conquest of Canaan, or the book of Revelation, and those verses that affirm quests for peace and pacifism, i.e. the Sermon on the Mount, or Jesus’ response to violence at his arrest. The arguments are wide and varied on both sides of the argument. There are theologians on both sides, some who say you can’t be a Christian without being a pacifist and you others who say that though violence is a sad fact of our existence in a broken world, it is still a fact.

Either way, this conversation is not ending soon, nor will it be easy to find a resolution. Over the years, I’ve found myself moving around this argument. Just like most of us, I have held different beliefs and ideals. It’s not new, nor am I some unique soul who has had a change of worldview after a reality shattering experience. It’s healthy for us to grow and change as we encounter more of the world. In fact, I believe even Paul, that most stalwart defender of the faith, had similar ideas about how humans grow. “When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became an adult, I put an end to childish ways.” (1 Corinthians 13:11) Most recently, that journey of growth has had to do with violence, and how violence plays a role in my life.

This last week, I had an encounter I had not expected. My wife is a minister in a DC-area congregation where she has been called to help cultivate an alternative worship service. During Lent, she has selected dates and planned some special prayer services to act as testbeds for this new alternative she is hoping to curate. Since I own a guitar (note: I did not say I “play” guitar, just that I own one) she asked me to lead the music. I don’t listen to much contemporary Christian music, and so I had to bone up, as it were. I created a couple of Pandora stations and hit YouTube hard trying to find some new stuff to play.

I was introduced to some new bands and songs, and was reintroduced to some old friends that I hadn’t heard from in a long time. Truthfully, it was hard to find music to fit the theme of the service. My wife had planned the service around worshiping the aspect of “caregiving” in our lives. The night was beautiful and spoke to the need for rest, growth, and renewal that we each experience in those seasons of caregiving. During my listening, however, there was a theme that seemed to run through a shocking amount of the music I heard.

There was a deep connection to God’s glory, God’s victory, and the destruction of opponents.

I was disturbed by these images as they came out of my earbuds. Imagery of a world where the Christian is attacked and needs God to come and defeat the “opponent” were frequent. Songs about battles and and warfare seemed to be extremely popular. And all of them were set to the most soothing of instrumental arrangements. Most lyrics paint a black and white world where there is a “good” and a “bad” with good being the victorious warrior. One song, set to an instrumental back drop of majestic major chords and swelling vocals spoke to God’s glorious destruction of all that hinders the singer. 

It was a little weird

As I put this in context to the Gospel readings for last Sunday I feel a little uncomfortable. I mean, I remember singing songs, and preaching sermons, that communicated these exact things. Personally, I’m on a journey to find a faith that is big enough for the version of me from five years ago. However, I just can’t do these kind of violent images about God anymore. I’m not the only one talk about about this (there are two great posts here and here about Christianity and violence), and I’m sure I will not be the last. I’m also not naive enough to believe that my entire congregation believes the same way I do. 

However, when I think of the Savior that talked about loving enemies, blessing the persecutors, and was finally killed by those who disagreed with him, it makes me ask questions about how we imagine glory. When we think of the glory due the Prince of Peace, do we imagine it as those Roman parades in genre movies?

Are there shiny armies with weapons and drums leading a chariot with Jesus waving to the crowd? 

Does the King, whose crown is a crown of thorns, really fit that picture?

If not, how do we talk, and sing, about glory?

Our culture and context has generated images of glory for us. We might think of Peyton Manning hoisting the Super Bowl trophy, or how the Stanley Cup makes laps around the rink after winning the series. Older generations may remember ticker-tape parades or have fond memories of seeing grand speeches. Glory comes with winning, overcoming and defeating in the American ideal. It’s what is expect for our soldiers, it what we want from our favorite athletes, and its the image we create for our most popular politicians. It’s just how we see glory.

These images seem a little different with Jesus, however. Sure, there is the Triumphal Entry into Jerusalem, and the Calming of the Storm over the Sea of Galilee. But in the first story, there were no war machines, just people laying their cloaks on the ground. In the second, there were only twelve witnesses recorded in the text. In the end, he dies a criminal on the edges of society, abandoned by his closest followers, and mocked by the onlooking crowds. Depending on the text you refer to, the numbers who see his resurrected form vary from handfuls to hundreds. But in the end, there is no parade, no trophy, and no grand speech on a big platform. 

We should probably sing about THAT glory.

But how do we do that? The song is just not as peppy as we are used to.

Lectionary Thoughts: Luke 4:5-8; Jesus for President

Ash Wednesday was yesterday, and so the Church now begins the observance of the Lenten Fast. I didn’t grow up observing Lent, and I know more than a few Christians still have reservations about this practice, for many reasons. So, to avoid talking about observing fasts, participating in practices that may be labeled “Catholic,” or getting sidetracked in the maze of confusion that is denominational identity; let’s just look at a small segment of the Scriptures that will be read in some churches this week. 

This Sunday, someone will take to the pulpit to read this Gospel passage from Luke 4, and for many, it is a familiar story. It is one of those scenes we crave. It’s simple and paints a stark picture of good versus evil. It’s a heavyweight bout of Jesus against Satan where both quote Scripture at each other. As a youth, growing up in an evangelical church, it was an image of an ideal world. One where all you needed to know was how to make the best Scripture quotes and evil would be defeated. It validates every Bible Drill, or Sword Training, class in Church. As a Baptist, I’m sure this scene inspired the saying, “We are people of the Book.” We all want to be such great caretakers of our Scriptures that we grab hold of them and utilize them moment by moment. 

I would like, however, to focus on just a few verses of this story. Starting in verse five, Jesus is confronted with a particular temptation; one that I think we are all familiar with, today. It’s the temptation to have power, authority, or clout, if only Jesus will kneel in worship. Often, it’s that image of Jesus being asked to worship Satan that receives the most focus. I remember once hearing a minister reference the scene from 1980’s Superman II where the Last Son of Krypton is told to “Kneel before Zod.” We are meant to connect to this image of defiance. If that is the goal of your sermon…there’s a free allusion to use.

What if, though, we focused not on how Jesus refuses to worship the devil, but what is offered as a temptation. Vast amounts of political power and prestige would be quite a temptation. As Mel Brooks said, “It’s good to be the king.” So, what does it mean that the “King of Kings” rejected this temptation? In my mind, it seems to be more than just, “He knew it wasn’t time for this, yet.” In this season of Lent, we are all trying to find ourselves in this journey to the cross, but however hard we try, we know that we are in the shadow of the resurrection. 

Maybe, there is a message in the fact that Jesus is not just turning down the worship of the devil, but that he is also passing on the opportunity to be put in authority over all these kingdoms. And not just to pick up that authority later. When I picture the Jesus here being the same one who is later put to death under the authority of just such an earthly kingdom, it’s not ironic. To me, it’s poetic. Jesus is turning his back on the kind of authority and power so easily associated with kings. 

There is no compulsory adoration in Jesus’ ministry. 

There is no execution.

There is no war. 

When we take the ashes, we are not only reminded that we are mortal. There is a command from the New Testament that is also used. 

“Repent and believe the Good News.” 

Jesus’ temptation is not just a pit stop on the road to a different kingdom. It’s more than just a glimpse of a different way for God to come to the same ends. It’s not about “Christian Nations,” and it doesn’t paint a road of going through hell to get to heaven. Jesus’ temptation is a moment that sets the tone for the message of Gospel. The message that leads the Messiah to say, “Turn the other cheek,” or “Do not repay evil for evil,” can never be one that rejects authority over kingdoms then just to take it up now. 

Jesus was coming to serve then.

Has come to serve now.

And is coming to serve for all time.